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| "A modern film of what could be" |
[23 Sep 2004|04:04pm] |
Hey guys,
haven't updated in the longest. and yes my journal looks like it got fucked by a sperm whale.
I Have almost no time on my hands anymore it seems. I left Sweet Lavinia, and Ive been putting most of my time recording at Drummers house who has all the studio tools I need. Everything is going just the
way i imagined it would. If anyone knows any Lead guitar players, I would greatly appriciate it.
its all we need. Its all I have really had my mind on these last 2 months. Oct 6th claudio
gets back for good, and phase 2 of recording begins. So far the tracks are coming out nice
and clean. Hopefully in time to play shows during the winter. the name of the project is not
official but for now it seems SHERIDAN is up there. Anyway you guys need to call and hang out,
I havent heard from many of you in a while. I had time to catch the movie Wicker Park,
which is by far the best chick flick ive ever seen. More of a couples movie, but I was
surprised. If you havent seen it, theeeeen go see it. Well hope to see you guys soon.
-Laters
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| The Razor |
[22 Aug 2004|10:13pm] |
this is television late night television
scripted with precision a corner store pulp fiction
sits where your heart isnt and with your eyes so green
and your pinkish theme you've made an old friend seem
rather dead to me alas the weapon sex can be
your bodys a weapon and your afraid it could get out
a friend of the devil and your afraid it could get out
dont say i dont cut when i do i do i do and
dont say im lying when im true im true im true i do i do
the razor
you were all suspicious
so vial and omnicious with a heart so vicious
dare you ask what this is this is so delicious
to eat the best of you like the others do
who take your pride from you
your driving the embassy the jets, its all the same to me
your bodys a weapon and your afraid it could get out
a friend of the devil and your afraid it could get out
dont say i dont cut when i do i do i do and
dont say im lying when im true im true im true i do i do
the razor
dont say were healing when its just not what we do
so many suitors i dont even have a suit to wear
so many influential fingers running through your hair
i am the razor in the hands of your heart and
i am the razor in the hands of god
dont say i dont cut when i do i do i do and
dont say im lying when im true im true im true i do i do
the razor and
dont say were healing when its just not what we do
-Head Automatica
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| "in the middle of a gun fight" |
[22 Jul 2004|02:18pm] |
These last few weeks have been rather odd. But I have to admit, I haven't felt more happy and appreciative in a long time. My life is actually in the direction I want it to go. Without procrastination. So much is getting done, and yet I still have so much time to actually have a blast. It looks more than good for me now. Its like I started A whole other era.
I need to sign up for classes monday. Claudio is back for almost a month so we've been hanging out quite alot. Except it seems every night we hang out we end up drunk. Which is not good at all. Next week I got to plan out the party for saturday, and saturday is going to be fucking awesome.
As for Sweet Lavinia, we've got so much new material to work on that we're busy for another month and a half to make it sound tighter. so far so good, iam really happy with what we've been producing.
Well I got to run, I haven't talked much with all of you lj friends, but you guys never really call to begin with, at least we all have time to read each others lives.
-Oscar
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[09 Jul 2004|06:15pm] |
What kind of disease are you?
rbsuitcase: | rbsuitcase is caused by monkeys.
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rbsuitcase complex creates an unexplained obsession with paintchips.
The only cure for rbsuitcase is to paint everything you own a bright hot pink. This includes family members, small children, and pets. | |
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| "Around every corner lies a widow" |
[07 Jul 2004|09:44pm] |
In the past 3 yrs I lost alot of hope, energy, and most of all intellect. But when i invited ashley to my apartment yesterday, a simple scenerio turned into what may have saved my life.
We hung out and watched the movie mystic river, afterward we spent about 2 hours talking from what I remember, I know it must have been a long time since i actually got to see andrew walk in from his girlfriends house. I have never been more fullfilled by any other human being as I was last night, The conversation we had was the most meaningful life changing conversation I have ever had in years.
She was at the point of shaking, and I was just shocked at how much I had realized, but never took action in. I really cant explain in words how a conversation has such a great ordeal, and the fact that it was all I thought about in my dreams and all day. "I could just die right now" she said. and I didnt know what she ment by that as she went to grab a cup of water. Not until I had to sink everything in today and realized what she meant, and I realized in my very cubicle which was far from an island that i felt the same way just thinking about it.
Ive never met a girl as smart and creative as her. And the fact that we've been friends for 4 yrs now. she made everyone around me, ive met in the last 2 yrs, ignorant morons who have lost touch with every thing they had going for them. Society is knee deep in simple-minded comfort at my age, and it was like I woke up from that last night. Life just wont be the same after last night.
-Oscar
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| Sweet Lavinia |
[24 Jun 2004|06:10pm] |
I just need to say that sunday I went and watched the movie "the terminal". It has to be simply the best movie Ive seen this year. I mean the objective of the movie and everything about, is like a reminder of the fact that we're all human, and how people have lost the sense of compassion. It is definitely my movie. I didnt think it would have struck me so hard, but it was fucking amazing the sort of atmosphere that movie brought out for me. Iam in love with it as much as the other movie which I cant watch anymore for certain reason I dont feel like talking about.
Better yet Iam glad to announce I joined the band with eric, mike, and twinky...Sweet Lavinia. The fact is they are the only band in this area who are actually making the type of music Ive been talking about all along. They have this one song which has soo much potential. Another reason was that we all went to the same high school, except for twinky. They share the same musical mind, why I didnt insist on joining before is beyond me. They're guitar player quit so after meeting up with mike at johns party in ovation, we hung out and talked. He asked me to come try out, and I was thinking about it all night long. Next day I brought andrew with me to spruce up my riffs, and within 10 min of them hearing my riffs, which I so selfishly kept to myself, they told me I was in. They seem to be even more excited about it than I was. Of course Iam still saving some of them for Resonant, I am not letting go of my promise with claudio, but thats not till september, and this band already organized. They have everything set up at the warehouse and very detailed on they're melodies. No band in this area is going to sound like us. We still keep the element of being catchy yet, try and make room for an artistic audience, as well as commercial. I hope all goes well. My motivation has defintely been affected.
But Like I said this doesnt mean Iam not going to give it my all when Resonant forms. As a matter of fact I have gathered more ideas in the last 48 hours for resonant than I have in a while.
-Oscar
p.s. next party at my place is the warped tour afterparty, it will be even better than the last.
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| CAT NIP "Its not mine!" |
[05 Jun 2004|10:14pm] |
Tuesday Thrice anyone?
June 20th Ozma
July 25th Curiosa fest (head automatica, Muse,etc)
JULY 31st WARPED TOUR.
this summer is really lining up well.
Can't wait till the warped tour, cant wait till that small era of time. And only I know why.
- See you all in 9
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| Birthmark |
[02 Jun 2004|10:47pm] |
I'd meet you in wrong bury all
Then I would be alright with her
In whole cherished by two
It makes you fly yes I lie
God I'll even lick her f**king picture
In whole drinks won't stain this birth
It's just me I'm born carried lung
Now I could be right with her
In whole cherished by two
It makes you fly yes I lie
Drink one more so I could flow right in her
In whole drinks won't stain this birth
It makes you fly it makes you fly
Bye I'm gonna ride in the sky
I will ride
Inspite I'll still lie
Inspite
-Deftones
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[01 Jun 2004|10:52pm] |
I've got my head but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
I've got my heart but my heart's no good
And you're the only one that's understood
I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wretching, dragging, shaking me
Turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
The more i give to you the more i die
and i want you
you are the perfect drug
You make me hard when i'm all soft inside
I see the truth when i'm all stupid eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
(Without you everything just falls apart)
My blood wants to say hello to you
My fears want to get inside of you
My soul is so afraid to realize
(How very little there is left of me)
and i want you
you are the perfect drug
take me with you
without you…without you everything falls apart
without you…it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
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| Thank you for the venom |
[01 Jun 2004|10:09pm] |
I need to get this point across before I start.
If you write on livejournal and use it as a diary, people WILL read it. There are ways to have only friends read it. But if anyone complains about something they wrote being used, than its your own fault. this is obvious. so remember if you write on livejournal anyone is able to read what you wrote.
Also I decided to say Fuck You to girls that play games. Last time I checked I was out of high school for 2 yrs now. Yet there still alot of girls who play games, and its plain and simply said STUPID. I can't describe in words how psychologically unbalanced they make themselves look. It was fun for while but now its just plain stupid. The funniest thing is having james tell me " hey can I get her number, Ill just play the game with ___ see how it goes." - No comment. I dont give a fuck how hot a girl can be, when they are like that.
enough venting, I dont think iam going to keep this journal for too long.
Ozma- culture room- june 20th. some positive news.
laters
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| Bittersweet |
[29 May 2004|06:23pm] |
Whoa whoa whoa. ok leigh are you trying really hard to make me look gay? lol.
Leigh posted a pic, only the one I thought was pretty fucked up to post and surprising when it happened. rather than all the other pics. Yeah that was preplanned alright, bringing 3 bottles of hard liqour, mikes hard lemonade, a drunk zak, and a camera. Id say that was preplanned alright. I wonder why she didnt take a pic when zak and andrew did their little thing. either way it was a fun night, and no offense to the homosexual community, but that night made me realize that iam glad Ive never had a real gay guy around at a party full of liqour. but I still think you should have took that pic of andrew and zak, that was pretty funny.
last night I went to my neighbors party. Iam glad I got to know her in due time before the party. I can say I along with every one else in the place were close to trashed last night. We only saw like 4 hot girls but, we made the most of it, and it went great.
there you go, apartments coming together, we'll be able to throw something soon.
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| clawstrap |
[25 May 2004|12:02am] |
The perfect circle concert fucking rocked!! I really did miss out on the last one. supposedly it was the same set up. Either way the show was great, I cant express in words how bad ass it was. They had like the coolest opening I have seen in a long time. I got goosebumps when they played "thinking of you" that song brings back alot of memories. I was in love that entire night with the show itself.
I was reading through some of the journals on my friends list. Iam shocked and appalled by some of you. it seems after my last post crisis level went sky rocketing. One journal in particular I think iam going to have to take off my friends list, because the shock value is so intense. It might be obvious too, seriously its almost embarrissing to have. but its fucking hilarious, iam not mentioning any names, but i do feel sorry for this person, ill leave it on my friends list for a week and maybe take it off, because its so off the wall that someone can seriously feel that way, when the truth is that its their personality that brings them down. sometimes the source of the problem is the person itself.
Anyway the next show, ill be going to is nonpoint. I dont really enjoy the band, but they are playing at the new hard rock live, and Iam really eager to view the venue recently built in Hollywood,fl. its the new hard rock casino and hotel, and they supposedly have a waterpark, shitload of clubs, and all in one place. So iam going more for the venue, plus the tix only cost $10 for that show, and the place is huge.
And after that Iam going to Dashboard confessional and THRICE. I still havent decided who iam going with, but if anyone wants to come with me, let me know.
One last thing, I will be introducing someone, and Iam really lucky to know this psychologist, who actually gave me the chance to expose his work on my journal. His name is DR. LUV at least thats the name the commercial world has given him. He used to be the personal psychologist for Antonio banderas, and Uma thurman. Ill get more into it once its confirmed.
well "peeps" I hope to see some of you in due time, feel free to advertise my world famous journal. And lets please keep the self drama to a minimum. unless of course live journal is your only release for a gasp of air of real life. in that case knock yourself out.
- Oscar
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| Iam not ok (I promise) |
[15 May 2004|02:35pm] |
Well now its where I ask myself where do I go from here. I mean I know where iam goin but its odd.
I never saw myself build by buying and furnishing by the week as a goal. Its unlike me. It feels weird as fuck.
I read your entry xwhipperx and I agree. So many girls are worried about WEIGHT when they are not over weight and at times far from it.
I know for a fact if a guy came up to me and told me he only likes girls that weigh a certain amount, Id first laugh my ass off. And of course the speculation that maybe this kid is a fag. and the fact that yes he is a pussy to be thinking about that. I have never met a guy who has said or even thought that. I know for a fact that that never comes up when I meet a girl. I dont sit there and wonder how much they weigh or how the less skin the better. if anything we seem to be concentrating on their ass, face, and curve. as for me Ive always liked petite girls with a nice ass and just plain hot. I dont wonder how much weight she lost. as for personality that is a must once I meet a girl. Ive met SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many girls these last 2 yrs that are hot with shit personality, and it totally kills their image. and that in itself has recently made girls who need attention for their ego, my biggest turn off of all. You can be hot as fuck but if you start showing that whole Iam hopeless bullshit than ill just know for a fact that there is no potential.
It seems 3/4 of the population of girls seem to be going through a self crisis in the last 2 yrs. funny enough they all seem to be around the same age groups.
I still have yet to find a girl who is REAL.
Which is why I cant wait till iam 21 in november and start meeting girls who are hopefully headstrong. They seem to realize how stupid they use to sound once they are older.
I could say so much more, but its way too obvious. Its called life deal with it.
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| Story of the Year vs. A Static Lullaby |
[05 May 2004|06:31pm] |
I almost decided to go to the story of the year show. for the following reasons:
1. Letter kills is supposed to play.
2. story of the year sounds alot like static lullaby, basically the same genre. Except for the fact that A static lullaby is way better and more orginal than story of the year about it. plus if any story of the year fan bought a static lullaby's cd they would fall in love with them and iam willing to bet alot of money on that, and or a family members death. and the lyrics are better.
I decided not to go because:
1. I saw A static lullaby last night and they were fu*king awsome!
therfore destroying the concept of seeing story of the year.
2. If you compare any song from story of the year (which I heard them all trust me) to a static lullaby's "withered", "song for a broken heart" especially withered. then its obvious why A static Lullaby is awsome. I can listen to that one song over and over and never get tired of it.
for anyone who didnt go. you missed one bad ass show. and you are very deprived.
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| A static lullaby- culture room- ft lauderdale- tue may 4 |
[02 May 2004|03:15pm] |
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| At the end of august |
[30 Apr 2004|12:51am] |
Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
There I was staring
back at the bottom.
Let's just make this clear,
it came from these tears.
Carved across our chest, loyalty.
And with the new light,
there was young hope.
To underline the meaning,
and carve our names in.
At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
So I lit lanterns,
to light up all these words,
looking back I know
it's what I'd die for.
And through all of this life,
smashed away all the strife,
a friendship I paint, untouchable.
And I want you to know
how all of you made me,
how all of you saved me and...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
- 36 crazyfists
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| MCR |
[21 Apr 2004|10:37pm] |
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!
April 26th (this monday)
Kelsey Club.
Iam already there.
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| "Should've renamed my heart the calender" |
[19 Apr 2004|07:00pm] |
Well Besides the bad news, Everything is ok. This post is actually pointless since there really isnt much new info, but the fact that everything is fitting together. I already live in palm beach again and its so fucking weird. At least I know itll only be a yr. I got this BADASS bed for my bedroom. My bedroom is going to be so baddass if everything continues good, Ill never want to leave from it. So the move in date is MAy 7th. Iam more than glad that I know what iam doing everyday. I set up some great plans which I need to find out through my counsler how I can make it fit. Everything should be concrete as far as life by June. The band Demos are coming out great, but I just need input once everything is organized.
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| Sno-capped summer |
[01 Apr 2004|04:06pm] |
What can i say everything went from uncertainty to blown out excitement. NOw everything is clear, and time is finally here. All these small sacrifices and three yrs paid off. The band is working out better than imagined, and iam not the only one looking forward to it, which is awsome. The new lead guitarist candidate is looking forward to it with hardcore lead knowledge under his belt, and the cathcy rythms I got to gater up over the years which i managed to keep hidden from everyone over the years and of course claudio's musical ear seems to make things fit.
And yes The move from county to county is a bitch but Iam glad iam not doing it in vain.
Like i always said... the time from high school from 21 sucks. But now I managed to have an earlier start at having everything progress and entertaining myself well balanced. this is the part 2 of what I left 2 yrs ago. If it wasnt for my friends that have stood by me with the same train of thought, and dreams I dont know where id be or what id be doing right now, Id problably be another bar code of some sort. Maybe trying to achieve a position of a corporate fuck. But I wouldnt mind really.
Just that now isnt the time I plan to kill my freedom with sacrifices for one solid routine for the rest of my life.
-Oscar
Upcoming bad ass shows.
May 5- a static lullaby
May 21st A perfect circle
June 15 Thrice (again)
July 31 Warped tour
September 28 Incubus
also expecting MAchinehead and 36 crazyfists in may.
And more
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| Iam the frizzle fry |
[24 Mar 2004|10:29pm] |
Risk and change, never thought it come back. At least not this soon. It always sucks at first, it really does, but a constant self reminder that comfort always settles in unexpectedly. Its like finally waking and rushing what I believed a yr ago.
So I catch myself asking " why am I doing this?"
I know one thing for sure, this is the last chance Iam giving for other peoples comfort. And of course my own in a small way. The shorter the time the better it will be. Home wont feel like home at first, so for this, Iam excited to know, that nothing should stop someone from backing out at anytime. There are no " I cant's" just "I wonts". Everything is possible as long as you have the balls to pull it off. But after this one, this last one, its for good, no return to form or to what I once called home, because in end I realized, it never was.
As for broward, the potential it has, is beyond what I thought. Once the big 2 1 hits, there is no telling what will happen. I always knew deep inside, I just never thought it was true.
So to Andrew, Claudio, and the rest of you, This sure better be fucking worth my time. Because if it isnt Iam taking the backdoor out as soon as I see it.
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